Read an excerpt from "Rebuilt."
"Rebuilt" is an engaging and entertaining book about our senses
and our sense of identity, about sound and silence, and about being digital
and remaining human.
The story begins on a day in July, 2001, when Michael Chorost,
then 36-years-old, found that his world was being quickly drained of sound.
Traffic noises went from their "decisive 'vrump,' he wrote, to a whisper. Voices became unintelligible. "Minute
by minute," he scribbled down in panic, "I am going completely deaf."
To
be sure, this wasn't Chorost's first brush with deafness. As a young boy he
had been a loner who didn't respond when his parents called him and had only
a pint-sized, mispronounced, vocabulary. These symptoms could be explained
by retardation, but Chorost's parents refused to accept that diagnosis for their
son. Ignoring one doctor who assured them the boy's hearing was fine, they
consulted an audiologist who found otherwise, and fitted Michael out with a
hearing aid.
When, three decades later, deafness struck again, Chorost naturally
assumed the hearing aid he was using at the time was at fault. But no amount
of tinkering or battery changing helped. He learned soon enough that the problem
was now beyond the power of a hearing aid to fix. A hearing aid, he explains,
is nothing but a powerful amplifier, transmitting beefed up sound waves to
15,000 tiny hairs in the cochlea, which, in turn, communicate with nerve endings
in the brain. Amplification suffices if there are some working hairs in the
cochlea, as had been the case when Chorost was a boy. But on that awful day
in July, all the hairs in Chorost's ears were failing for good. The only way
he would ever hear again was by accepting a cochlear implant.
Cochlear implants,
as Chorost explains them, are fascinating pieces of technology. "For
thousands of years," he writes, "people have dreamed of making the
deaf hear. Only in the last twenty-five years," by means of the implants, "has
that become possible and only in the last five has the technology really taken
off." Chorost's implant consists, first of all, of a microphone that conveys
sound waves to a waist-worn microprocessor, which digitizes them and sends
the data by wire to a small headpiece on his skull. That headpiece, in turn,
radios the data through the bone to another microprocessor -- the implant proper
-- that had been surgically placed inside the skull. Through electrodes, the
implant gives the brain the cues it needs to build up sound.
When improvements
to the implant are available, more surgery isn't necessary. Software does the
trick. Chorost compares getting implant upgrades to "changing
a computer's operating system from DOS to Windows, or Windows to Linux." Like
anything driven by software, his hearing, he writes, would "always be provisional:
the 'latest' but never the 'final' version."
Chorost had been a computer geek for much of his life, the kind you might
expect to jump at a chance to reroute hearing from fallible wetware to programmable
processors. A chip in the head (and one on the belt) are tickets to join the
ranks of the fabled cyborgs of our culture -- the Six Million Dollar man, for
example, Star Trek's Data, and the Terminator. But Chorost, by the time his
hearing gives out, is conscientiously post-geek. Sure, computers have their "pleasures
and seductions," he writes, but he's discovered that "their remorseless
logic" has a serious downside -- loneliness and isolation.
Much has been
written, since the Internet boom, about geeks and geekdom. Chorost delivers
a more up-to-the-minute report: Geeks are looking for something better, more
integrated with emotions and other people. In other words, there is life after
geekdom. And so, when the time comes, Chorost argues at length with himself
about getting a chip in the head, and going the way of the cyborg.
To start
with, he hates the definition of cyborg that prevails these days, thanks, in
large part, to Arnold and "The Terminator." He quotes Reese,
the good guy from the future in that film, who explains to Sarah that the Arnold
monster hunting her is, "microprocessor-controlled, fully armored. Very
tough. But outside, it's living human tissue. Flesh, skin, hair ... blood.
Grown for the cyborgs."
No! Chorost all but howls at the movie: "Reese
was 'completely wrong' in calling the Terminator a cyborg." The creature
played by Arnold was merely a robot, the skin just skin-deep, only a disguise. "Cyborgs," Chorost
insists, "are human beings." He fine-tunes the definition along the
way: Cyborgs are technologically modified, and possibly enhanced human beings.
They are hybrid organisms, of a sort, but their humanity is fundamental.
Chorost
gets his implant, and proceeds to write a cyber-memoir about life with it.
It's a book that can go rapidly and delightfully from a snippet of the C code
used by the device (and the discussion the programmers likely had about it),
to a quote from Beethoven about the anguish of being deaf: "For
me there can be no relaxation with my fellow men, no refined conversation, no
exchange of ideas."
At its core, this is a book about what we make of the contingency and variability
of perception. For example, Chorost has to choose between the software programs
available for his implant. Each, he finds, prompts the brain to generate markedly
different sound tracks. To his mind, there's a political lesson in this: There's
no one way of looking at -- or listening to -- the world. As any real cyborg
can tell you, no "unidimensional view of Truth," can be true.